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Missouri hadn’t yet been discovered by Europeans at the time of Jesus, or Thomas’s reaction to the news that Jesus had risen would surely have marked him as a son of the “Show-Me” state. Legends about the state’s nickname vary, but it usually describes a conservative, careful response to an exhortation to believe. It indicates an unwillingness to jump on a bandwagon with enthusiasm and then risk disappointment. The modern tern is risk aversion.
When Jesus died, Thomas may well have felt betrayed and angry, as well as heartbroken at the loss of his beloved master. Human beings have emotions, and the apostles were definitely human. Thomas was so averse to risking further devastating disappointment that when Jesus appeared to the apostles in the locked room, Thomas, near speechless, could only gasp, “My Lord and my God!”
Those proclaiming this Gospel really need to be on their toes. If it’s read flatly, Thomas can seem like a sulky two-year-old instead of an adult in the grip of complex emotions.
“Ye Sons and Daughters” (O FILII ET FILIAE) is an obvious musical choice for today. More subtle choices might include a setting of Psalm 16, or the hymn “Forgive Our Sins as We Forgive” (DETROIT), whose text touches on letting go of hurt:
Lord, cleanse the depths within our souls
And bid resentment cease;
Then, by Your mercy reconciled,
Our lives will spread Your peace.”
That’s not just a Lenten concern, but the kind of recommitment needed whenever faith is flagging.
M.D. Ridge
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